MRcolby

I really want to keep this short. You know how carried away with these I can get.... Lately, I've been having more trouble than usual with my photos. Like....way worse than before. I just don't know where the drive went. To me, Photoshop is like getting your ears pierced. If you do it, you gotta keep at it, or the gap will get filled back again. Welp...I've forgotten nearly everything because I left the gap open too long. X.X So, that's when I switched over to using straight film instead of digital. I finally found a shop that sold tons of 120 and Polaroid film as well as developed, which made me so happy to know that the family Polaroid did

It hurts. Really. And I think that's something you should know before I get into this journal. I'm sorry, but...I needed this. That said, let me explain. In my last journal I said I needed to see the world through my eyes and not a lens. In my mind, I used this as an excuse to leave all of you for an overly-extended period of time. I cheated you. I cheated myself. And for that, I owe you and myself a giant apology. But, I do have....things to share. It's been nearly three months. I mean.....things are BOUND to happen with me in that amount of time. I found inspiration. Motivation. I may be getting ahead of myself, but I can always fix it la

So, I guess since I haven't posted anything lately, I should balance that out with a journal (which, incidentally, seems to be happening more often). I haven't done much lately, since I'm still recovering from all the things from before. But, I did turn 17 the other day andI couldn't have asked for more. It was...casual. Which really is all I ever wanted to. I got to spend time with family and eat great food and enjoy the weather. T'was great. And then, after the day's events, I jumped online to see my friends (YOU GUYS!) and all your wishes. I really am grateful. And a special mention to ~bllueart (https://www.deviantart.com/bllueart) for her SUPERB work on her gift. I won'